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Category Archives: Myositis

The Art of Lived Experience

February 26, 2026

Does my sassiness upset you?Why are you beset with gloom?’Cause I walk like I’ve got oil wellsPumping in my living …

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Work is Love Made Visible

February 10, 2026

The years fell quickly away as I walked through the front doors of the emergency department. It felt like only a few weeks had passed.

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No Strength to Spare – Measuring Movement in Myositis

January 29, 2026

My neck felt strangely tired and achy. I had just been for an afternoon walk and was now relaxing, watching the tennis. I struggled to heave myself out of the recliner. As I slowly stood up and stretched, I realised that I was unable to raise my arms over my head. I staggered to the sink for a drink of water, my hips refusing to cooperate by moving.

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A Place Not on the Map – Weakness and Pain in Myositis

January 13, 2026

The first inclination that something nasty was happening in my body was pain – both upper arms and radiating across the top of my chest.

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The Hand of God – Reflections on 2025

January 4, 2026

2025 had started off very well. My muscle weakness from my myositis was well controlled on Myfortic and IVIGs. I was now on a strong anti-fungal to treat Invasive Aspergillosis, as well as Bactrim to treat a possible coexistent Nocardia infection in my lung.

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The Art of Storytelling

December 3, 2025

The young woman who sat down next to me chatted away cheerfully with her nurses. The majority of people around me were usually being treated for various cancers and tended to be quiet and subdued.

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  • The Art of Lived Experience
  • Work is Love Made Visible
  • No Strength to Spare – Measuring Movement in Myositis
  • A Place Not on the Map – Weakness and Pain in Myositis
  • The Hand of God – Reflections on 2025
  • The Art of Storytelling
  • The Art of Being Difficult
  • Myositis Saga – Part 12: October – Strength
  • Myositis Saga – Part 11: September – Facets of my Mind
  • Myositis Saga – Part 10: July and August: Wait and Hope
  • Aspergillosis Saga – July 2024 to June 2025: Searching for the Invisible
  • Myositis Saga – Part 9: April to June: Disaster
  • Myositis Saga – Part 8: January to March -Dreaming of Freedom
  • Myositis Saga – Part 7: November and December – Trying to Keep Alive
  • Myositis Saga – Part 6: September and October – To Hell and Back
  • Research and Connection – Myositis Discovery Program: August 2025
  • Myositis Saga – Part 5: August – Perseverance
  • Myositis Saga – Part 4: July – The Art of Listening
  • Myositis Saga – Part 3: June – Patience
  • Myositis Saga – Part 2: May – The Land of Hope and Fear
  • Myositis Saga – Part 1: April – Waiting
  • Season of Fatigue: My Love-Hate Relationship with Prednisone
  • Safely Home
  • A Promise of Glory
  • Set Free for Freedom
  • No Condemnation
  • Prone to Wander
  • Pursuing Justice
  • Maserati 250F – A Commonplace Miracle
  • 1959 Gemini Mk ll – The Debut of Jim Clark and Ford-Cosworth
  • Vanwall – To Beat Those Bloody Red Cars
  • Alfa Romeo 158 – Drunk on the Thought of Impending Return
  • 2018 United States Grand Prix – Summer in Finland
  • Alfa Romeo 158 – Weathering the Storm
  • 1983 Spirit-Honda: Breathing Dreams like Air
  • Flying Closer to the Ground – The Advent of Aerodynamics
  • 1962 Porsche 804: Speed Costs Money – How Fast Do You Want to Go?
  • Spyder with Wings: The Evolution of the 1961 Porsche 718/2
  • The Season of Darkness – Singapore 2017
  • Storm in a Teacup: Spa-Francorchamps 2017
  • 1959 Australian Grand Prix – A Chip off the Old Block
  • 1991 Jordan 191 – Poetry in Motion
  • Ferguson’s Futuristic Four-Wheel Drive
  • 1983 Monaco Grand Prix – Dancing in the Rain
  • 1971 Tyrrell 003 – Secret Hidden in a Woodshed
  • 1994 Spanish Grand Prix
  • 10th May 1959 – Jack Brabham’s Inaugural Win
  • 4th May 2003 – Fernando Alonso Comes Second in the Spanish Grand Prix
  • 1968 Matra-Ford MS10 – Taming a Dragon in Hell
  • 2007 Chinese Grand Prix – Failing to Make the Turn
  • 1914 French Grand Prix Part 3 – The Race: Peugeot vs Mercedes
  • 1914 French Grand Prix Part 2 – The Contenders: Mercedes
  • 1914 French Grand Prix Part 1 – The Contenders: Peugeot
  • 1977 John Player Special Mk III – Harnessing the Power of the Wind
  • 1999 European Grand Prix – Opportunities amid Misfortune and Mishap
  • 1997 Stewart-Ford SF01 – Daring to Dare
  • 1990 Tyrrell 019 – Driving Up-side Down?
  • 1979 Kauhsen WK – Trying to Immitate a Lotus
  • 1976 Spanish Grand Prix – Rules…What Rules?
  • 1979 Dutch Grand Prix – Desperation or Dedication?
  • 1974 Maki F101 – Hoping for Success
  • 1972 Eifelland Type 21 – The Embodiment of Imagination
  • 1991 Benetton B191 – The Designer, the Chief, the Champion and the Rookie
  • 1987 San Marino Grand Prix – Martin Brundle and the Zakspped 871
  • 1991 Tyrrell 020 – So Near…Yet So Far…

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